I wouldn't say that my slight obsession with morbidity is anything to be particularly concerned over. I don't believe it's impeded my living or productivity in any major way thus far. But of course I don't exactly have an "asuicidal" control group version of myself to compare my current self with an ever so marginal interest in subjects relating to death and dying.
And escaping. You know, escaping this horrible world in which every moment is like a waking nightmare? That. Sure, it's a topic that interests me! Why wouldn't I be interested in something like that? It sounds pretty Interesting! Right?